Today is my official due date. While I anticipated a swell of emotions, I'm finding myself relieved that the day has come and that it will soon be over. This is the last date associated with my pregnancy, and it's just that. It doesn't have anything to do with Cayden at this point, its meaning is mostly tied to me. It's not Cayden's birthday, it was to be my day, a day around which I'd birth a healthy baby and bring it home. But on January 16, the focus shifted to Cayden, and the "I" emotions associated with today have a lesser place in my life right now. So if you're tempted to think of me today, and what I must be feeling, please don't. Instead, think of our beautiful baby boy. And smile.
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I'm thinking about Cayden, your son, today...
Dearest Paige,
I was told about you through lovely Gal, I am so sorry that you have had to join our community. None of us should be here.
But know that it is a warm and compassionate place.
We will remember and love Cayden along side you.
My love to you tonight from across the sea.
With Love,
Carly x
I'm a day late, so I'll think of your beautiful son today instead!
Always thinking of you and your beautiful baby boy. January 16 will remain in our hearts forever. :)V
i'm so sorry Paige. its so unfair. i'm thinking of you and cayden and sending you love.
xo
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