Buggy hit 24 weeks today and we celebrated with a painful shot of betamethasone to my bum. It was not fun, but a relief to know that he's getting some help to develop his lungs more quickly, should he come earlier than expected. I'll get a second shot tomorrow, and I'll be sure to ask for ice this time, which apparently they forgot to give me. It won't help with the shakiness, sweating, and nausea, but at least will help with the achy feeling right after.
Today was full of fabtastic surprises. Emails, a fun card, a book bouquet from some former roommates, a lucky bamboo plant from a dear friend, and a package from mom and dad that included a blown up picture of Scout for the bulletin board. Thanks everyone, it's so generous of you and definitely brightens my day when the package mailman knocks on my door:)
So much of the focus for the past 10 days has been on my body and its ability to keep Buggy baking for at least 2 more months, but it's still very real to us that there is no guarantee that Buggy is healthy and that we could still learn he has Pena-Shokeir or a similar disease. This fear has taken a back seat considering the more pressing issues we can actually do something about. But these dual fears have definitely been competing for attention in my dreams, which have not been pleasant for the past two nights. I'm glad my anxiety is being processed when I'm in a less conscious state, but would prefer it go away completely.
10 Day Snapshot:
Number of grilled cheese sandwiches: 8
Number of temperature/blood pressure checks: 42
Number of 'touch downs' to listen to Buggy's heart: 32
Number of times I've been asked "Is that baby still in your belly?" by my favorite twins: 2
10 comments:
Paige,
I understand your fears and anxiety. Try to keep positive thoughts in your mind and in your heart. Take one step at a time. And always remember you are not alone. Sending lots of good thoughts, prayers and love your way.
Karen
Small package from me on the way! It has a looooooooooong way to go, so be patient!
xo
Sorry to hear the shot was no fun. Definitely ask for ice!:) While there are no guarantees for Buggy, you're doing everything possible to keep him safe and growing. And if happy, healthy thoughts, prayers, and vibes can help, they are coming his way every single day. Love you lots!
It's a good thing grilled cheese is so yummy, it half makes up for the shots!
Paige, it is a scary time. I'm sorry your dreams have been unpleasant. I often woke up in a sweat during my pregnancy with Moe filled with dread.
Sending lots of love to you and Buggy x
Yay for the steroid shot! Even though there are no guarantees, you are doing so much to support him as he grows. He's got an amazing mommy!
Sending you lots of love across the miles!
cheering you on, paige. i'm sorry this is such a scary time (and not at all improved by shots in the butt!). you are taking great care of yourself and your little boy. xo
Ouch! I know it wasn't pleasant. But Buggy needs those Steroids for those little lungs of his. Those little shots work wonders. (although hoping he stays in and grows bigger on his own without the drugs being needed) Glad you got some good surprises today ;). Lots of love and thoughts. Remember 1 day at a time.
Paige, I am so happy to be checking the blog and seeing your countdown numbers getting smaller day by day. Take care of your sore tushie, and give Buggy a hug from me. Yay for 24 weeks!! Lots and lots of love and healhty vibes.
Paige and Scott,
Happy 24th week !! Jer and I are thinking of you and sending our best and strongest good vibes your way. I hope you are proud of yourself for the awesome job you are doing on this journey.
Yipes - I hope you have ice for any future shots. Sending you all good thoughts and prayers on your bedrest and for your baby. (((Hugs)))
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