Today was our big, important 34 week ultrasound. The one that would determine whether or not I'd be released from bedrest. Though Buggy looks great, weighing in at 5 pounds 3 ounces, my cervix is still pretty short and Dr. A. wants two more weeks of bedrest. Buggy is at minus 2 station and is already engaged, so the risks of going into labor in the next two weeks aren't worth it. Though I had grand visions of taking Scout for walks, gaining back some strength, and finally enjoying a bit more freedom, two more weeks on the couch is a small price to pay for a big, healthy baby.
In 2 weeks, at 36 weeks, Dr. A. actually hopes I will go into labor and that Buggy will be able to come early as a VBAC. Though there is a risk of uterine rupture, it would be much better for Buggy's lungs if he were to squeeze his way out through the birth canal, rather than popping out through my belly, and will also decrease the future risk of placenta accreta. Part of this decision means that I will not get an epidural until very late, if at all. This is because the primary symptom of uterine rupture is a sharp, searing pain and having any pain relief would render me unable to feel the potential pain. So in Dr. A.'s words, "We might be a little mean to you." Since I had planned on an unmedicated hypnobirth with Cayden, this isn't outside of the realm of possibilities I'd considered, and I'm fine with the decision.
Dr. A. said today that even if she were a millionaire, she'd still do what she does because of patients like us, and that she can't wait to see and hold this baby, that she feels like he's partially hers. How can I possibly complain about anything when we are being cared for so lovingly by such amazing doctors? We are very lucky, in so many ways.
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Its beautiful how loved Baby Buggy is!
Sending you many good thoughts for these next two weeks of rest and growth for Buggy!
The care you are receiving, Paige, just gives me such peace and trust. I can't wait to hold him either... hopefully when we visit in May. Much love.
Yeah Buggy wow you are growing like a weed! I hope the next 2 weeks fly by and then Buggy gives you a great speedy delivery. How great to hear about caring doctors. Buggy is well loved by so very many.
Love you!
Oh wow, that is wonderful news that he is so big! I know 2 weeks will fly by for you and you will be walking your sweet Scout before you know it!
Check out www.ican-online.org which is supposed to be a great support network for women hoping for a VBAC. I have a few friends who have loved it.
It is amazing to think of how soon you will be holding this boy in your arms!!
LOVE YOU!
sorry you are still stuck on the couch, paige, but it sounds like you are in such good hands! it's lovely to hear that they are supporting you to do vbac. sending good thoughts for a big healthy baby who comes home straight away! xo
Excellent job, Buggy and Mommy! Buggy, I'm so glad to hear you're so big. Your mom has been doing a great job keeping you inside, happy, and healthy!
Paige - I'm so glad you're receiving such great care. You are surrounded by love, hope, and well wishes. Although I don't like to think of you in the physical pain that may come with the VBAC, I know you'll handle it amazingly well.
Love, erin
sending you and buggy lots of love in your next weeks together on the couch and also can't wait to see him and hold him in the flesh!
xoxo
Paige,
I am so happy to hear that Buggy is growing. And, so happy that lying on the couch could come to an end for you in two short weeks! It is heartwarming to hear about Dr. A and all of the other fantastic professionals that have been caring for you and Buggy.
Love, Laura
xo. very beautiful...the care, the attitude, the everything, including buggy. five pounds three ounces. Go Buggy. Go Buggy.
Yes! You are doing a great job of growing Buggy in there. So glad you updated. What's 2 more weeks, right? (-: Excited for you, friend.
This little guy of yours is a special one for sure.....so so loved already and so lucky to have a mamma like you. Let me know if you'd like me to do that Target run for you :) Love and hugs.
All sounds like good news, Paige. Go Buggy!
I'm so excited for you my friend.
xo
Sorry to hear you're not getting off bed rest, but agreed its a small price to pay for a healthy strong Buggy in your arms. Waiting and expecting with you my friend. xoxo
oh Paige, that sounds very positive. 2 more weeks on the couch isn't so bad and then you'll be frolicking with Scout again! You doctor sound marvellous. Can't wait to meet Buggy. xx
2 weeks!!!! You can do it!! He is so big - you have done such an amazing job! Buggy is so lucky to have you as a momma. Let me know if you want to chat about what worked for me for a no-drug delivery. If I can do it - you can! You are way more brave than me!! xxxooo
Paige,
The 2 weeks worth of bed rest will be well worth it I am sure. It sounds as if you have an amazing Dr. who really cares about you and your family. I am hoping for a blessed and safe Christmas for all you. Take care,
Much love,
Heather
I've been thinking of you this week, checking the blog every day. Thanks for the new update and I am so glad to hear that Buggy has grown so big.
I was so happy to hear the great news Paige! I am sure these two weeks will go quickly for you guys. Before you know it you will be taking Scout for walks along with Buggy in the stroller. I am sorry that you might have to endure a painful birth, but as you know that pain will be nothing compared to the pain that you have felt this past year. Next Friday is the first candle of Hanukkah, I hope it will be a symbol both of the light that Cayden has shined on your heart as well as the new light that Buggy will bring into your lives.
Lots of love,
Karen
I must have said "wow" 4 times when reading this post. I wish you could walk Scout now, but I look forward to seeing pictures of you, Buggy, and Scout on walks together soon!
Great news Paige, I'd been anxiously awaiting for you to update your blog! So excited for a big buggy to arrive, here's looking forward to a speedy delivery that isn't too painful.
Much love,
olga and doug
Glad you and Buggy are doing well... Hope the next 12 days go by fast for you. And I hope that you are able to have your VBAC too!
I like what Karen had to say. We will also be thinking of your family and the light that Cayden has brought into our lives as we light our Chanukah candles.
LOVE!!
Glad to hear such good news Paige and that you have such fantastic doctors. I hope the next two weeks pass peacefully and uneventfully for you. xo
wow paige. you are so close! all i can say is just breathe. it got me through 18 hrs of natural childbirth. you can do it. your doctors sound amazing.
i cannot wait to see buggy in your arms!!!
xo
I just read your entire blog and am amazed by your strength. Hoping you are able to take a healthy baby home soon!
Happy to hear that Buggy is going strong at 34 weeks! Haven't had much online time lately but find my thoughts go to you and Buggy and the other expectant babylost mothers frequently. Cheering you on. So happy you have a doctor you admire and trust. xo
So glad that Buggy is doing well and almost ready to come! It's been such a long haul but you're almost there and giving Buggy such amazing care. Thinking of you lots and sending lots of love!
Lisa
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